Birthday Special # 4 Mellow Yellow Monday and #1 Blue Monday

Birthday as the word implies according to Wiki was the anniversary of the particular day on which the person was born. This April, two in our family had their birthday. 

Actually only one of them had the real birthday but since my husband celebrated his birthday twice so we decided to celebrate it anyway together with his son. 

And that birthday cake goes to them for they deserve to live life to the fullest...Love you dear and love you PJ...HAPPY BIRTHDAY to both of you. So I have decided to make it as my entry for today's

MELLOW YELLOW MONDAY and also for my first entry for BLUE MONDAY. 

Just love to share the lighted candle and the yellow Pokemon for it made my son's birthday happy just having that little stuff.

Letting Go of the Past

Spiritual Sunday

Have you ever experience sad moments in your life? Lost or Betrayal maybe? that someone did something bad and you feel that you don't deserve it. I believed some point in our life we all experienced this kind of feelings. 

The feeling of lost, of being betrayed, and the feeling of sadness because of happenings that was unavoidable. Past experience that until now still haunting us in the present life. Past was pertaining to a former time or state; neither present nor future. They said gone were the days but why others still agonizing the past trouble or past offences. 

I myself have the tendency of doing that until I've read this bible verses on Jeremiah 29:11 for I know the plans I have for you, says the LORD. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you future and a hope" 

Though I know it was easier said than done but I am getting over it little by little and the big question was how? Like most things that are important, it takes time. Time does heal a wound. And in every healing there is a process.

1. ACCEPTANCE

I believed that acceptance was the number one and most important rule in healing the wounds created by the past. Recognizing it was partly giving us the authority to control the situation and the rest is up to chances and circumstances. 

2. GRIEVE

Next was grieve, grieving was known when we lost a loved ones but the truth is we can also grieve in other kinds of sadness that we experience in our daily lives. We need that to move on, to release all the negative vibration we have. While in this process we will feel different emotions from joy, anger, hurt, confusion, uncertainty, self-doubt to insecurity and that was all normal.

3. CLOSURE

The closure was like putting appropriate punctuation in the past incidents. To end the grieving process, to end the feeling of lost and the feeling of sadness. Closure depends entirely to the person being hurt. I for example I never let the past ruin my future. Yes, I was hurt but that was just a feeling, as long as we never did something wrong to the person who hurt us, their conscience will haunt them especially when KARMA strikes back I believe.

4. GETTING OVER

Getting over was like counting your blessing over the most painful things ever happened and you will realize there was more good than bad experiences after all. Consider the long moment of happiness to just a split moment of bad encounter and finally we can achieve a happy and peaceful life that we all want because happiness really lies within us. 

And before I end, I want to quote this from my friend's FB account "At the end of the day the one who loves you will not make you cry at night about him/her. They will be right beside you telling you it will be alright" so when you feel bad about the past just tried to focus on the present and feel lucky that you still have someone around that can make you feel happy.

Farmville Villa

My 1st Villa Ever

Farmville was so popular nowadays to a lot of people, especially to the millions of Facebook user. I, for sure became hook after just trying it for myself. Farmville actually was just a simple cyber or online games of make believe. 

I can create my own imagination and my own dreams that I am someone whose rich as anybody else. That I own a huge and wonderful farm with different houses that I built which was hard to create on my real world of hardship, poverty, and chaos. Farmville was extremely simple. It allows you to grow crops, buy animals and decorate your farm as beautiful as it was and as how you like it as it seems. By farming you are given coins as part of your harvest, and cash plus experience if you level up (how I wish I can do this in the real world). 

Planting crops was the most important part of Farmville games, for you can make a huge amount of money in the shortest period of time. There are three stages in planting crops: plowing, planting, and harvesting (which the latter was the most fulfilling part). Doing this every day I've realized that Farmville and life has a lot of things in common. 

That we also need tactics in life to get what we wanted to be and how we can get there. Last week I was able to buy my 1st ever Villa, after six months of playing Farmville every day (how I wish this was possible in real life to have a big mansion in just short period of time hehehe). 

These are the things I've learned in playing this game.

1. The discipline not to buy anything so that in the long run you can buy more valuable than simple things being offered every day,

2. The patience of waiting at your plants and checking it every day if they are already in their harvest time,

3. The creativity to beautify your farm by arranging every detail and every part of it,

4. The diligence of feeding your animals because you do not want them to get hungry and

5. The happiness of receiving gifts and the friendship made by sending it back.

These are the few things that I've learned and like in everyday farming, not to mention those who appreciate my work and telling me that I have a very beautiful Farm. It makes my heart happier and became more addictive to Farmville. Have you tried playing the games? If not, try it for sure it was a truly stress relieving games.

Filipinos are great writer

I cannot help but to admire some blog of my fellow Filipino (too many to mention just try all my links). I am quite busy this past few months because some problem occurs and I just don't have the moods to write but still thankful for those who visited my blog and still leave comments despite not being so active. And recently I found some nice and great blog to read since they leave a comment on my comment box telling me how wonderful my blog was (Thanks, Thanks, Thanks and a lot of thanks) so out of courtesy of visiting my blog, I cannot help but to visit their blog too. And for someone like me who has never born a writer and trying to be one (hehehe), It was somehow a bit more encouraging to write more when a good writer leaves good comments on my blog.

Beautiful as it was

by

Loveleng

2010

How I wish that I can write, beautiful words as others can. With a kiss of Imagination in theirs heads, envious feelings that I had for them. Carving letters in their minds were their expertise while reading wonderful notes was my gift. Sometimes it lingers in my thoughts, what if same like them that I can express feelings. In a wonderful blank pages of notes with pen or pencil on my hands.

How happy that I can be, if word of wisdom will I write in tune. But I think God has other plans for me, to express my feelings in the simplest way can be. However writing words was not my forte indeed, but here I am trying hard to write something, that runs into my heads.

I just hope that it bring blessings to everyone, with this simple blog of mine that I made.

Now I know and realize why God created people in different ways. Others write in mysterious ways while others were born to do what others can't. And by this my friend I know that I was born, to love and admire others work of art so I can create a lovely poem like this for them.

So they may know how writers are highly appreciated. Because writing wonderful words was not as simple as it maybe, But it is a gift from God above.

This one's for YOU

That Should be ME

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading bout this other girl
Do you do what you did what you did with me
Does she love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong I can't go on
'Till you believe That that should be me

You said you needed a little time from my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me You're taking her where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know

That that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad,That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong I can't go on
'Till you believe That should be me

I need to know why i shouldn't fight for your love
Or disarm It's getting harder to shield, This pain is my heart

Ooh Ooh

That should be me
your giving flowers
That should be me
Talking you for hours
That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me

It was really hard to love someone especially if he is now loving somebody else. Looking back I also have this regret, that too often when I loved, I did not show or reciprocate the love that the person has given me. 

And the saddest part is to love someone who used to love you, but he is loving someone now and the circumstances don’t let you have them. Looking back again I believed that without heartaches and pain I may never love the man I have now unconditionally without those experienced. Hope everyone who reads this maybe able to learned from it.